February Book Report

February was a good month for reading . Many snow days, a couple of sick days and more time at home will do that to you.

God Help The Child / Wow and I mean WOW. I read it twice. Once for the beauty of the narrative and a second time to enjoy the writing. Nothing I will write will rise to the level of enjoyment I’ve experienced. READ IT

The Thorn Birds / I read this one 30 years ago (boy does that age me) over the course of 3 days and 2 nights. Needless to say i didn’t sleep much. It’s still as enjoyable to read and Meg is still as enigmatic as she was 30 years ago. It follows the fortunes of the Cleary family in the Australian bush. Love, betrayal, death and loss rhythm the narrative and makes it a total page turner. Some of the themes are more disturbing today but it’s still a very good read.

Make and Mend / my efforts at buying less and making more less me to be curious about mending my clothes. The first part of the book is project that can be achieved using sashiko embroidery and the second one does an amazing job walking you through the process of mending. Can I just say I am tempted to make holes in my clothes.

The Winter Sea/This is a “parallel” manuscript, telling two stories 300 years apart, alternating between a contemporary setting and the past. One is set during the Jacobite uprising of 1708 and the other is in modern times. In modern times Carrie is staying in the small Scottish town of Cruden Bay and becoming intimately involved with its local residents. She researches her book and as she writes her “visions” she realizes that they are historically accurate. I’m not a fan of the parallel manuscript in this case. I don’t feel that Carrie’s story-line brings much to the narrative. I skimmed a lot

Sophie de Habsbourg (in French)/ We’re mostly familiar with Elizabeth of Habsbourg “SissI” but her mother in law is an equally if not more fascinating character. I am fascinated by biography of women I feel they were completely left out of the historical narrative and yet they shaped it as much as their male counterparts. The rigidity of her son the emperor explains the fall of the Habsbourgs and so much of his character and temperament was forged by his mother’s choice in tutors and her view on monarchy. Fascinating read.

The Minimalist Home/ One of the latest read in my quest for a simpler life. I did find it quite disappointing. Maybe I read too many books on minimalism and organization but I don’t feel i’ve learned much. I did like the checklist included in the appendix

The books I loved in 2018

I set myself a goal of reading 52 books in 2018. Most were in English, some were in french, mostly paper books with few ebooks and audiobooks. A mix of fiction and non fiction. A lot of exploration into identity, religion and politics.

I didn’t force myself to read the ones I didn’t enjoy (life is too short) but some were really amazing. I wanted to share the short list here with you.


Sing Unburied Sing: this one was hands down the one that will stay with me for a while. A haunting exploration of race, power and family bonds.

The Perfect Nanny: Through the precise description of the young couple and that of the fascinating and mysterious character of the nanny, it is our time that reveals, with its conception of love and education, relations of domination and money, prejudices of class or culture. Leïla Slimani's dry, cutting-edge style, bursting with splashes of dark poetry, sets off a mesmerizing suspense from the very first pages.

L’Art de perdre: unfortunately this one was not translated but it’s a gem of a book. It resonated with me because I’m algerian but it is on the main theme of cultural inheritance and displacement.
The Algeria from which his family comes has long been for Naima a backdrop of little interest. Yet, in a French society crossed by identity issues, everything seems to want to return to its origins. What connection could she have with a family story that has never been told to her?

Ordinary Grace: It’s a wonderful coming of age of young boy through his family’s tragedy.It’s full of twists and turns and really hard to put down.


Devil in the Grove: i listened to this on a long drive back and from to PA. Most things I knew about Thurgood Marshall were related to his work on Brown vs. Board of Education but the events on this book happened before that. A violent sheriff keeps rules Lake County assuring the Orange Baron’s their profitability on the backs of cheap Jim Crow labor. A 17 year old white girl cried rape and four young black men were rounded up. Their main crime being imagining a future beyond the citrus grove. Gripping and gut wrenching.

Les derniers jours de Mohamed: The last days of Mohamed. Yet another book that deserved to be translated. Being muslim, I’m always looking for reference book and research that goes beyond the dogma. This book was enlightening. Throughout this day-to-day account of the most mysterious event in the history of Islam, Hela Ouardi, a Tunisian academic, explores and confronts the oldest Sunni and Shiite sources. These reveal to us another face of the Prophet, that of a man threatened on all sides, weakened by the internal rivalries and the enemies born of his conquests. Everything is done so that he leaves no clear direction on his succession. His Companions are engaged in a struggle for power and his clan is tearing open, paving the way for murderous wars that still bloody our world today.

Janesville: In the aftermath of the Trump election many books have been written to try and understand the motivations of the MAGA voters. This book is the story of what happens to a town after it’s factory stills. The aftermath of the 2008 crisis and the truth no politicians dares to stay. The jobs lost are lost forever and we need to find new ways to re-create a healthy prosperous working class.

The Origin of Others: i wasn’t born in the US and my reflection on race and why it matters only started since I’ve moved here. I was an immigrant in two countries and i am sensitive to the way we can point to the “others” but I could never put to words so elegantly my thought on the themes addressed in this book. Race, Fear, borders, mass movement of people, desire of belonging… all themes that preoccupy me and dominate today’s world politics.

Educated: I read this one twice. Once for me and another time because my book club picked it up. The author was born to survivalists in rural Idaho and had nothing resembling a formal education or life for that matter. It might sound trivial but to me it was liberating in a way. Children are resilient and their success is also determined by who they are. It’s not all on me

January :: Projects in Progress

New year. New start and a desire to make more of my clothes and especially to make them so that I enjoy wearing them.

I’ve mainly knitted shawls, wraps and hats over the past couple of years just because fiting a sweater felt daunting. I have a large bust and most patterns will just make you go up in sizes which ends up with a very large and frumpy sweater. Not exactly flattering. So my goal for 2019 is to figure sizing out.

January was a slow making month. I was able to finish my Dog Walker in Brooklyn Tweed Shelter. The pattern is rather fun and easy but the yarn didn’t work for it. The Shelter just got huge with blocking and yes I did make a gauge and blocked. Still the sweater came out HUGE. It would have probably looked better with a yarn that allowed for a bit more drape. Lesson learned.

I did finish a Shirt Number 1 using some lovely paisley fabric I got at my local fabric store. This pattern is an all time favorite for an easy and super well designed top, it works so well for those time when you want the fabric to be the star.

I started on my Cleo Skirt using a gorgeous blue African print fabric I found at JoAnn. More about it next month.

Another sweater on my needles this month is the Humulus . My very first color work project and I cannot believe why it took me so long. I am utterly in love with colorwork, it took me some time to get the hang of it and there are some mistakes that I didn’t catch until quite later but I see a lot more colorwork in my future.

2018 in books

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Every year since 2012 I've tracked my reading on Goodreads. I've also participated in their Reading challenge as a way to keep me motivated, I also love going through my friends reading lists in search of ideas on what to read next.

Looking at 2018 I notice that I've become very picky in my choices and that I've been reading a lot of history and biographies. All in all 2018 was a good year and I am looking forward to a lot more reading in 2019

A book bag for L.

one of my greatest prides as a mother is that my children love to read. I am an avid reader and reading is an intrinsic part of who I am. Books make me happy, help me through rough patches, seem to find me when I need clarity and I cannot imagine living without books.

So yesterday I was helping L organize her backpack 😱 I noticed that her reading log was getting all crumpled and that her books were at the bottom of the bag. I thought she needs a book bag and to make it even more fun, I should see one. It took me a bit of thinking to figure out the design and a trip to JoAnn for fabric (that I didn’t need obviously because I used some of my stash). Anyway now her books are well protected and I feel like I accomplished something today.

Christmas Time :: Handmade gifts

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T. has always been fascinated by penguins. He first saw them aged 10 months at the Central Park Zoo and it was love at first sight. 12 years later the love story is still going strong.

Pattern: Penguin Cushion by Amanda Berry

Yarn: Drops Nepal in Dark Grey, White and Goldenrod

On Ravelry

Christmas time

No one believes in Santa anymore. Layla was the last one and it’s officially over. Well, they are 14, 12 and 10 I shouldn’t be surprised but let me tell you it sucks.

The whole realism is over-rated. I want Santa to be real again and I can milk it for all it has. There was the issue with moving the elf every night (or every time I remembered) but I loved using Santa as a carrot and a stick.

"If you don't behave Santa won't get you any gifts."

"If you fight with your brother Santa will know!"

As the mother of pre-teens and a teenager, I need a new version of Santa. Something they will totally believe in and do anything to get into its good graces. Really, I need it more now than I needed it when I could pick them up or give them a toy or food to calm them down.

So yes it's Christmas but we have yet to find the Christmas spirit!

Thanksgiving 2019


We’re doing Thanksgiving a bit differently this year. There will be no turkey or gravy, no mashed potatoes or stuffing.

I will celebrate my family by being with thim , having fun and relaxing. The turkey can get stuffed!

The Halow Shawl

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This is one of those projects that has been sitting on my Ravelry queue for ages. It just felt daunting too big and too repetitive. Would i have the patience to stick with it long enough to finish it.

I cast on in August, 3 days after my 43rd birthday. After all it was maybe time to learn to enjoy the journey.

The project is super easy and it is repetitive so I can binge watch and keep trudging along. I've had to take a little hiatus because of my injured wrist but I am back now and on ring 5 of 6.

I did have to get a 50 inch cable for my needles and that has proven not to be enough. I did some research online and found theseextensions and I think that by putting two cables together that might give me more room.


A blog, really ??


My husband was very supportive and encouraged me to stick with it. I met a community of fascinating women: knitters, crafters, scrapbookers, writers... I learned so much. It was immensely fun until I thought I should maybe turn it into something a bit more professorial. So I started looked for "inspiration" and comparing and I killed the fun.

I continued blogging on and off for the past 4 years but more off then on to be honest. I fell in the rabbit hole of easy scrolling and minimal engagement. Pinterest, Facebook, Instagram... I have since came to miss the community, the shared knowledge and personally I realized I had lost my ability to focus on tasks. I sit down to knit and find myself scrolling on IG. I try to write on my journal and I get bored halfway.

So blogging is a therapy. A way to tame the monkeys in my brain. A motivation to write, take pictures, start new projects...All the things my blog enabled me to do and that I lost in the shuffle of the past couple of years.